Just some randomness

I have had an early morning. I opened at work, and now I'm killing time at Panera until my theater company meeting. I don't know if it is just my level of tiredness, or my need to stay awake, but these are the things that I am thinking right now.  It's a jumble.  Consider yourself warned.

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The air conditioning is a gentle breeze (or maybe I'm just under a fan), and I'm looking outside the window, it's grey, and a little windy, and all of the sudden, it feels like it could almost, almost be fall.

I know stepping outside will smash this fantasy, and the humidity will curl my hair (even more) and the warm rain will begin on my drive,  and that will be fine, but it's nice to hold onto the hope of fall, and cooler temperatures, for a little while. I love the fall. Sweaters, and a crispness in the air, crunching leaves under my feet, and stirring risotto on the stove. It's my favorite.

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I've had Elizabeth Bishop's One Art in my head all day.   I wonder why that is?  I especially love this verse.  I think it is because I love the word lovely. Also, because it is beautifully written.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

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We are closing in on the end of my 29th year. I have... not done so well with this year's list, which, I'll expand more on, in a post later, but it's been a hard year- and I got some of the key items done, but I feel a general sense of frustration at how little of the list I've done this year.  Next year's list- I'm making it an achievable- I want my thirtieth year to be a success- unlike this one.

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I think I want to go back to this haircut:

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My Drunk Kitchen is still totally awesome.  

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I just caught myself humming to my music (I have my headphones in)  I am totally one of Those Crazies at Panera, aren't I?

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Pinterest is a thing.  I am on it. 

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Coffee is awesome. 

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I am probably going to regret this word-spew. 

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I can't wait for vacation next week.  Getting through this week is going to be an EPIC CHALLENGE. 

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Edie's music is beautiful. 

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I'm really tired, you guys. 

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Maybe I need another coffee. 

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Maybe not. My eye is twitching. 

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Ooooooh, iced tea.